Aligning …

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Dear fam’ly of the Father & the Son, 

and Spirit sent by both t’be embod-

-ied in the set of acts which will have won

at “end of this time”, clothed in us and shod

in each and all of this one family!

It’s Pete who said that all God’s promises

are precious for they bring to you and me

the very nature of YaHWeH* who says

that God’s delighted to use weak, fragile

immature and incomplete critters

to further his own purposes, to smile 

on his creation, gath’ring what’s dispersed,

dispersing what’s been gathered - as he wills.

And it’s the will of God to honour HIM 

the human who kept close through all the spills

of life on Earth, both glorious and dim

at times, as this HIS story moves and more..

Our neighbour over road told me this last

twenty four hours what transpired before

[when we saw him ‘n’his neighbour (in the past)

a-talking out the front, with cut of trees(?)]

He said “Let’s say of past, ‘Good-bye’, ‘Be-gone!’ ”

And start afresh in present time.” And squeezed

each other’s hands. And then the man went on

to share more pers’nally some weaknesses.

The best may not have finished up the job

as yet, but I see this as sign that says

new WAY (of Jesus Christ) has somehow lobbed

into the camp of tight defences and

that there grenade might soon blow up road blocks.

Let’s keep on asking heaven’s court to stand

and join us so that both join with his flocks

in showing off the truth and life, and way

of Jesus, God’s anointed leader who

bore all the discord of our lives that say

that life is not worth living - It’s all poo!

Well God, for this one’s sake, your chosen (Christ!),

may this man lower, and his lower three,

be blessed by life, and love, and not demised,

till your good will is real-ised in each knee.

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Footnote

H* - YaHWeH (the only God who IS God) is the personal name of the one Jesus of Nazareth called “Father!”, and whom this father said of Jesus “This is my beloved son. Listen to him!”, Peter who heard that voice from heaven said later to other followers of Jesus: “ He has by his own action given us everything that is necessary for living the truly good life, in allowing us to know the one who has called us to him, through his own glorious goodness. It is through him that God’s greatest and most precious promises have become available to us men, making it possible for you to escape the inevitable disintegration that lust produces in the world and to share in God’s essential nature.”(2Peter1:3-4)

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Answering before Listening,

is folly & shame*

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Dear God, please help me (thanks for help so far)

to learn by observation, not spruiking.

In words of James (who’s Jesus’ next brother)

“..be quick to listen, slow to speak a thing,

and slow to anger* (though I might still need

to get angry, but it should take a while)”.

I’m wond’ring what he meant by using “speed”

words: Does “quick” here refer to accent, style,

or time that’s taken to initiate?

Or does it mean a living kind of thing? -

where movement might be linked to time and state,

as passage through both time and space may bring*,

or else a movement responsive to will -

[and ours is not mature, or fit, quite yet,

for ruling worlds. And it won’t be until

we come out of this womb. But then I bet

our training will be solid till we can

be fit to rule the angels - and this world. 

And then we’ll listen better than a man

or woman could today, wherever hurled.]

That quickly, even actively, takes on

the list’ning mode to ev’ry -thing and -one,

we might request to uncover what shon

out light & help elucidate. Begun,

it might keep on (thus call for us to speak,

but here speech is the serving kind of stuff)

(not as the final judge who can't be tweaked

by past & future); wise & full of love!

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Footnotes

e* - Proverbs 18:13

r* - (James 1:18-27)

g* - as the ancients considered the planets to be living (wandering) entities, if not metaphors (or icons) for them.

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If I spend time with God, I'll just get sick.

“He does not heal at all” is my big stick.

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My God, my God, my biggest fear is that 

You might abandon me (as Jesus cried*!)

He faced that fear himself, and though not glad,

expected to be answered - other side…

and did not flinch at the experience, 

but let that Psalmist* speak for him as well

as of his own life, and it's weary-ance

(not “Ev’ry day feels further from the Hell…”

… we brought into the world with choosing snake

as mentor, just because he could be seen

(no questions still remained, that then could make

us humble and still learning inbetween.)

But God, on other hand does not appear

so, always showing self to outside eyes,

or even heard (by us) with  outside ears.

He looked through metaphore, did not despise

the lowly physical, but vaunted it:

his own ident’fication “Son of Man”

or “Son of Adam” - spirit haunted it

as weak, or immature, a leader - banned

from Garden of delights, with God - on Earth.

I s'pose those kids* had felt abandoned there,

as Cain accuses God’s discipline, worth

those words “My punishment's too much to bear*.”

And God, as gracious Father, stigmatized

as never wanting to provide or give

mentoring to his children, dramatized

in parables, and ev’ry day he’d live:

“If you have ears to hear, then use them now*” ..

..(& hear the deeper meaning underneath!)

“Don’t you have eyes to see*?” He said, somehow

entrusting wisdom that just God bequeathed.

This second “Son of Adam”⁶, unlike Cain,

a murderer from jealousy and pride,

was murdered as those motives lived again,

and showed another way than “run & hide””.

He trusted discipline of God as good,

and not “too much to bear” (unless alone)

and as was said by Jesus, he “could

do nothing by himself*” - he will atone!

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 Footnotes:

d* - on the cross at the end, he cries out “with a loud voice, “Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachthani?” which means, “My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?” (Mark 15:34; Matt 27:46)

t* -  the Psalmist who wrote: “My God, my God, why have you abandoned me? Why are you so far from helping me, from the words of my groaning?...”(Psalm 22 in the Bible Jesus would have memorised, & then chose to live by)

s* - i.e. Adam & Eve, billed as completely innocent children of God, at first, who then listen to a talking animal instead of YaHWeH-God, to follow the world-view of.

r* - Cain’s words to God (Genesis 4:13)

w* -  (Matt 11:15; Mark 4:23; Luke 8:8)

ee* - “Do you still not perceive or understand? Are your hearts hardened? Do you have eyes and fail to see? Do you have ears and fail to hear? And do you not remember? …Then he said to them, “Do you not yet understand?”” (Mark 8:17-18, 21)

de* -  as did Adam & Eve, after choosing Snake’s way, instead of obedience to the will of God, as expressed by God’s word to them : “They heard the sound of the Lord God walking in the garden at the time of the evening breeze, and the man and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the Lord God among the trees of the garden. [9] But the Lord God called to the man and said to him, “Where are you?” [10] He said, “I heard the sound of you in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked, and I hid myself.” (Genesis 3:8-21) 

f* -  e.g. “I have much to say about you and much to condemn, but the one who sent me is true, and I declare to the world what I have heard from him.” [27] They did not understand that he was speaking to them about the Father. [28] So Jesus said, “When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will realize that I am he and that I do nothing on my own, but I speak these things as the Father instructed me. [29] And the one who sent me is with me; he has not left me alone, for I always do what is pleasing to him.” (John 8:26-29 )

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Some One’s Psalm

[Paul, with stories from Beth & Bevan Walker, Annabelle & Matt Walls (& Arthur), and Katrina the lovely]

(20 May 2026)

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Today my Dad & Mum flew down to stay

for one week here in Orange, in the cold,

from coastal place that’s called  Runaway Bay

in Northern Sunshine State. “We’re getting old”

they say, “But don’t get old yourself…”

Mum said that this day started off with stress;

she packed a larger “port” as nightly elf. 

An early start, and then rested as best

she could in plane while travelling quite fast.

Their neighbours drove them to the plane at first,

and baby Arthur screamed  with them at last.

And then we sat and talked, till we might burst…

We talked about a sleep-in for the morn- 

ing following, coz some people were crook

who’d normally join for breakfast after dawn.

And little Orange ear-plugs they both took.

They wandered down the back steps, to arrive

at studio for visitors and such.

And took the code (by text) to get inside,

A fam’ly’s set to teach us very much..

but specially ‘bout the love that goes beyond

our own world, to include someone (not us)

and care for them as if they had belonged

here with us. Sometimes that means making fuss.

And then I s’pose it’s letting love-light grow

as indicator of another way

at odds with what our culture seems to know.

Then God with his own fam’ly’s on display!

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the Anterior Cruciate .. Lament

(not quite ..)

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For pleasure of mere movement in the wind,

the joy of moving fast and turning quick,

on top of that the game that won't recind,

sheer strategy, and courage to the brink,

creative - bringing options fresh released,

& skilful in dependability:

these gifts are exercised, thus not decreased

through  games with all their physicality.

Competitive sport covers all these well,

so I would like to thank YOU - for it’s real!

But now recall it sometimes brings on hell,

with injuries that can take months to heal,

or maybe leave with loss, or lack somehow,

and that is where a bloke could today be 

if in a game of soccer with some pow’r

he ruined all that’s helpful in his knee.

And he might hope for healing yet again,

and therefore his direct pain might decrease,

but still there might be other kinds of pain

and lacks that feel like there’ll be no release.

And that is where things are for my friend Sam.

He’s thought, and still no options come to view.

I feel for him, for YaHWeH (the I Am)

hears cries and comes up close, and pers’nal, too.

And so a groan comes out, turns into prayer,

as with that deaf/mute man* they brought to him

and looking up, we speak to his leg where

it bends (or doesn’t): “Open up - that limb!

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Footnotes

n* - (Mark 7:31-37)

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appendix -

-itus

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God, pour your love on this one, (y)our daughter.

And thanks for each who helped, as supporter..

And all those who just had a chance as well

to join with “your will for your world” - ('gainst hell),

to make it heavenly by choices made

to represent your truth & love as bade

by you when you made humans in the shade

of your good mentoring (before way-laid -

by us who've looked to snake to learn/ to teach

us how to live with wisdom and to reach

out with two hands to partner with the love

that's given all good gifts come from above....)

Your healing comes to us from deep inside

each body you have given us to hide

creative love in action in this world;

and those folk joined with you, where they were hurled

by Providence who has provided well

a world for us to care for and to dwell

in, so to learn co-operation too

(with providence itself, &) me and you,

so parents, children, neighbours living near,

and others from afar who might come here..

Co-operating in a partnership

to learn to see another's win or slip

as way to join with them and multiply

the goodness in this world, so bye and bye...

(not "buy & buy", as money’s entity)

we'll even grieve with anger and pity*!

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Footnote

y* - e.g. “Jesus was angry as he looked round at them, but at the same time he felt sorry for them, because they were so stubborn and wrong. Then he said to the man, “Stretch out your hand.” He stretched it out, and it became well again.” (Mark3:1-6)

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Camera.. Action!

(Script)

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Well things are happening around me now.

Before “words” come to me, I start to see*..

that I'm to learn to watch, to look, then bow

in recognition of the good ’round me.

To honor good in all the ways it should 

be honoured as appropriate in that..

..that time and place and instance where it could

be then expressed, embodied on this mat…

material and energetic place,

a concrete model of what’s come to mind

of YaHWeH GOD, who IS (existence Ace),

where we are meant to model, and to find

all goodness, since it’s woven secretly

into the fabric of the Universe,

then learning to extend it more, to be

co-opperators (not just some perverse

young operators of machinery, 

who play with the controls in ignorance)

apprenticed under one who made for me

& you, designed this whole she-bang (not chance) 

to now be finished - with his kids once grown

up, so to join in with the fam’ly trade

of building (& then helping with a groan

or two - as sign of processing what’s made, 

or being formed around us, in between

us, & within us, as we join with the

terrific purpose of our being seen

on this stage, till we have that final meet-

ing with Producer and Director who

will look at all our acting up till then.

Decisions will be made ’bout me and you:

Will we be picked for next production when…

the stakes get higher, viewers - many more.

So, starting now I am a viewer first,

but then I am an actor, singer for

this musical, with music fit to burst

this tiny little heart with joy & grief,

emotions must be just appropriate,

to plot-line where they frame, or bring relief…

We're in this First Production ’t any rate.

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e* - copying YaHWeH GOD who “saw that it was good”, seven times in Genesis One.

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But wait…

There’s more!

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Background:

After a difficult Tuesday, I did what I needed to to process it (e.g. yesterday’s blog). Then set myself to live the next day (Wednesday) dependent on creative love, not my own independent resources. And shared my need with those who asked, and asked for prayer. At the end of the day I texted this to some mates: “Men, thanks for your prayers .. it was a beautiful day today... God stepped in and helped heaps. Thank you brothers for joining with me. Thank you God for your help in handling the difficulties and my forgetfulness etc... very “looked after” I was!!”. And this came out:

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Oh God you helped, the atmosphere was great,

the setting - with two other adults there

with attitudes of helping, not of hate,

capacities honed sharp to show the care

that those kids really feel and understand,

& step up to, to do their very best,

along with do-able assessment planned.

Disruptions were disrupted - and the rest 

was “his-tor-y” (this morning), as they say. 

It felt like bits of heaven opened up.

Creative love itself involved today

itself in the classroom of this “young pup”.

And I am linking help effective from

yourself in ways as obvious as this,

to my inviting you in prayer (and song!),

‘n’the “body” joining with, not taking piss..

And for the chance to work like this in part-

-ner-ship along with you, I’m very glad!

But something makes me long for more, the art

of conversation as I walk, and gad

about the place, responding to their needs,

& opportunities (& threats) as well,

not just on outside, growing plants from seeds,

but inside, with my own “electron shells”.

My own subjective sharing of this life,

my feelings world, and motives, images.

I think I see how ev’ry bit of  strife

was tuned to, like your son in scrimmages.

It took my all, and knowing too, the game.

Expecting help along the way, and fun

that will involve my going past what sane

& “normal” life calls for. I had to run!

Not thoughtlessly, as frantic person might,

but joining in with much more than the norm.

And thus I would live all my life - in sight

of you, my God, my Father, through each storm.

Filled with the spirit of creative love, 

to try to make it manifest down here

that Earth reflect the heavens up above.

The very sea turns blue*, it would appear!

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Footnote

e*  - not the “blue” of depression, but the regal blue of ancient cultures, also appreciated by flower lovers and bower birds.

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Invite to come!

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God give us wisdom from yourself to share

in ways that are appropriate and true,

that mirror you "the God who is still there”,

though these days yet we find we don't see you.

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feelings before facings

(pre-face*)

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Conceptions which are underlying for

our further understanding here; as such

Ontologies are central if we’d more

relate in ways that grasp, but do not clutch.

The purpose of our grasping-well affects

the way we use, and interact, and know.

The ways we interface and share reflect

the kinds of stuff appropriate to show

and tell within these times we learn & teach

and form each other, maybe deform too.

Re-forming right-relating here with each -

as much as it depends on me (& you).

Affecting our Epistemologies, 

our Pedagogy, Ethics will flow on..

Communities that practice truth will please

not power-mongers, but folk  who belong

to such communities that listen well, 

yet do not lose their voice by doing so;

in fact their service - fighting all the hell

that thoughtlessness does spawn, will go to show

and tell those stories, of the others here,

because we’re tuning in to their own speech

or lack of it. Acts make options appear,

creative, they make space for all & each.

And tuning in ourselves to deeper things

that colour all our acting, speech, and thought:

the hidden wholeness & 

imaginings

we wake up to bring more than what we brought.

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Footnote

e* - Reflecting on the Preface (entitled “Recovery of Community in Education”) to the Paperback Edition of Parker Palmer’s book “To know as we are known - Education as a spiritual journey”, which was first published in 1993.

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In this world …

... you will have trouble

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God, please give wisdom to your young child Ian.

And help him in his weakness to look up

to you his father who knows how he's been

and still may ask him to drain down that cup.

And help me not to battle flesh and blood,

but spirits that rule by default for they

affect the options we see: sky, or mud! -

curtailing contexts, even what we’d pray.

So help me please to see the way you do,

to understand priorities as you

do, with the kind of options that you view,

because your focus is much broader too… 

For those two students I taught this past week,

who didn't show respect, or quickly lost

the bit they had; please help their lives so bleak

to come in touch with power of Pentecost..

And I as carrier of that strong wind,

those tongues of fire that speak of your good works

do set myself to not flail or recind

the unction you set on me; he who lurks(!)

And even if I fall, and body dies,

I set myself to trust you in my grave,

and crucify that part of me that tries

to justify myself, or else to rave

about my rights, or else capacities,

as though I were a God by my own right.

A joke, to think that ev’ryone should please

me. I would please the one who’s “outa sight”!

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Practice

 being Godly

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It's not the thinking of good thoughts* alone 

that makes me good (as even man may be*). 

Just speaking of good words don’t flesh the bones

of glory, honour, immortality.

There must be actions in this world, but not

just once or twice*, the flukes of happenstance.

And there must be intent to get to what

has baited humans through the years: The chance

of seeking honour, glory immortal-

ity by doing good repeatedly,

till it’s our character, habit settled,

and by this, programmed into us steadily.

This is the way YaHWeH has chosen to

now partner with us in creating more

reflections of him-self in me & you:

his love’s creative discipline gets poured

around the place by creatures on themselves.

Authority of him, is shared with us

to make a creature who can work for health

somehow by ways that act more than they fuss.

Appearances are NOT what “floats his boat”! -

unless we think “appearing on the stage”,

but there's a set of “skills” to learn (by rote),

till our whole selves are able to engage

in acting out the part he’s picked for us - 

to re-present creative love itself

in all the settings of a life that does;

to show an instance of a life with health!

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Footnotes

ts* - though the process clearly does involve choosing to “think about what is good” (Philippians 4:8)

be* - “a good man, full of the holy spirit and faith” (see Micah 6:8; Acts 11:24; I Tim 3:8, 2 Cor 1:12; Gal6:7-10; )

ce* - (see above footnote, with emphasis on “all of life” or “in every way”) & this sort of passage: “To those who by persistence in doing good seek glory, honour and immortality, he (God) will give eternal life.”(NIVUK, with italic font (& bracketed but) added by me for emphasis (& clarity); Rom 2:7)

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(T)hankering

This hankering for recognition which

I find is deep within myself, inside; 

I’ll recognise, and name. It’s like a twitch,

or ‘tick’, or stutter. Not to be denied, 

but not to be the focus of my life.

My life is like a lens to focus on…

not me, but “good-ness”, in “good” times & “strife”:

good things to recognise, to think upon,

to give thanks for, & then good works to do,

because they’d help not me, but this cosmos,

where God has put me, at this time - where you

& I affect folk here for good, or loss.

I now recall what Pete*, or was it Paul*

said in the scriptures that we read today,

“God is my witness*” and too these words fall

quite nat-ur-al-ly, as a way to say

that this is really true, not “for affect” -

to garner praise or well-wishing from folk. 

He lived his life before the one who checked

him out and judges ev’ry Sheila/ Bloke.

And so I think I'll take a leaf from them,

or learn a lesson from the way they spelled

things out, God sees, & knows what I do, when,

and where, with who, & how & why, as well.

Don't think that recognition’s not that good!

That cannot be, unless God’s not around.

But as, in Jesus’s words, God is, and should

be trusted. I’ll walk gladly on (t)his ground!

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Footnotes

e* - 2 Peter 1:3-11 and the rest of the chapter…

l* - Ephesians 2:10; Titus 3:8

s* - e.g. Galatians 1:20; 2 Corinthians 1:23; 1 Thessalonians 2:5; Romans 1:9

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Growing

Responsiveness to God

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Dad, after our brief talk on the phone Sunday Arvo, 

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this morning I read through one of the 20 (?) different things that have helped me get or nurture the right attitude, or mindfulness to tune in to God through a day. This (The Examen) is one, maybe Laurie passed on to us:

https://docs.google.com/document/d/0B-x3YoQ3OQpLM2xMbjBUbHRZTDA/edit?usp=drivesdk&ouid=100279994004385559468&resourcekey=0-movByCwoDYI-SMYvPRWWpQ&rtpof=true&sd=true

.

Another thing is to kind of be a midwife for them as they look over their interactions with God, to start to develop a personalised discipline or "Way" that is helpful for them at this stage of their journey.. ie. To make or develop good "habits of responsiveness" ( based on the critter they are at the moment, and the critter they sense God wants them to become more of - to spread the life of Jesus more into the world.

Another example for me has been that little summative (& formative) passage of general advice the Apostle Paul says to the Thessalonian Jesus Followers: "Be JOYFUL always,  PRAY at all times, be THANKFUL in all circumstances. This is what God wants from you in your life in union with Christ Jesus. (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18; https://bible.com/bible/296/1th.5.16-18.GNBUK, plus then, the rest of the chapter)...

 I found it worked backwards for me... i.e. when I PRAYED in all circumstances, then I found I was THANKFUL to God for his help and gifts through every circumstance, and then I found I was JOYFUL (about something, even if it wasn't some change of circumstances, but simply the chance to share that part of life with God himself)...

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