2024-02-27

to a brother in another (camp?)..




Oh God, keep on connecting with your kids,

or lambs, your offspring, your own children here.

And use the words of Bro. to prick as bids

your spirit (of such holiness & cheer).


That in the last few days their talk and lives

shared as they walked and had some cups of tea,

might spark the int'rest in the thread that dives,

or soars, for each & where we need to be...


and keeping on, to follow it this week

continuing to walk where you would lead,

& learn the lessons you would dare to speak

into our hearts, and cultivate the weeds.


...



2024-02-26

Yesterday’s meditation.. today’s elation..




‘I am the real vine, kind of tree in truth.

My Father is the gard'ner; not too soon

he cuts off every branch that bears no fruit, 

while every branch that does, he's sure to prune


so it will be more fruitful. You've been cleaned

up by the word I’ve spoken unto you.

No branch bears fruit itself; if it’s just leaned

up on the fence, beside the vine. It’s true.


It must remain within the vine, and too

the vine must stay and still remain in it.

I’ve shown you how I do that here with you.

Now you must stay with me, and benefit


not just yourselves, but all who walk on by.

And maybe some will come to get the grapes

‘I am the vine; you are the branches, high

or low, it might depend how they’ve been traipsed. 


If you remain in me and in you I

remain also. Much fruit will then be gained.

Apart from me, there’s nothing you can try

that will amount to near where you have aimed


at. If you don't remain in me, you’re like 

a branch that’s thrown away and withers up.

Such are picked up, and burned, not just in spite

(why do we throw out rubbish, broken cups?).


If you remain in me, and my words too

remain in you, your asking's not in vain.

Whatever you wish will be done for you. 

This glorifies my Father just the same.


You’ll bear much fruit, & show yourselves to be 

my true disciples. ‘As the Father loved 

me, so have I loved you. Now to be free

(as branch is when it stays where it’s been shoved 


within its vine, by forces it can’t change; 

as fish can be when it stays in the sea)

remain within my love, and that’s arranged

when you’re responsive to the words of me.


When you treat words as carriers of will

and set yourself to do what can be done

to bring the will of whose goodness could fill

the cosmos up & instigate all fun..


When you keep my commands, to live them out,

you will remain within my love, as I 

have kept my Father’s words (not just his shouts) 

and keep that love aflame. This love is fire.


As I remain within his love, I call

you so to do with me, that love be spread,

and joy be in you full, and not just small.

So take my clear command right through your head,


into your heart, and will, and body too:

with love enough to lay your life down for

them, love each other as I have loved you.

Of what I’ve learned from God, this stuff is core!


I chose you, and appointed you to go

and stretch into my world, bearing good fruit.

The bond between us is this love you know.

Keep yourself in this love. All will be beaut!



‘I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful. You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. ‘I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If you do not remain in me, you are like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples. ‘As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and remain in his love. I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. My command is this: love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no-one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit – fruit that will last – and so that whatever you ask in my name the Father will give you. This is my command: love each other. John 15:1‭-‬17 NIVUK




2024-02-25

at work within the non-Jewish world...



The God who's been at work within your lives 

and given you each joy that you have had

in such a way that he hoped to entice 

you to connect again with him as "Dad".


He hasn't been away from you (it's true!)

though you might not have had an inkling that

the folk who've had the influences to

bring you what hope & wisdom (when you're flat)


that you could handle, understand, accept,

were those who were some way, open to him,

to life and thriving (though they may have wept),

though through their eyes he looks, his sight's not dim.


And he is talking there inside your head, 

or dreams that come at night, to lead you back

to his great faithful-love (that is heséd*).

And wants to see your joy increase, not slack.


Give up your ways of seeing all this world,

and how to move ahead while we're down here.

God's chosen Leader's flag is now unfurled,

we'll learn from him, and give allegiance clear.


And what the sign is to all peoples that

he is the Human Leader picked by God

(the giver of all life) is why he's sat

just now beside creative love; he's got


a place at centre of the Universe.

God raised him from a crucifixion so

to be the Lord of life. I now rehearse

his news of who's in charge, each place I go!



Footnotes

*  hesed (or khesed or chesed), is the Hebrew word for commitment-based love, a love not based on keeping one’s body appeased, but based on keeping one’s word. A faithful love, where pleasure is (strangely) maximised, by not aiming at it, but receiving it gladly as a gift from love itself, through both lover & beloved.


End Notes


Psalm 36 

(Robert Alter's translation, typed from the Audio book)


Crimes utterance to the wicked within his heart:

"There is no fear of God before my eyes!"

For it caressed him with its eyes to find his sin of hatred.


The words of his mouth are mischief, deceipt. He ceased to grasp things, to do good. Mischief he plots in his bed, 

takes his stand on a way of no good. 

Evil he does not despise.


Lord in the heavens, your kindness & 

your faithfullness to the skies… 

your justice like the unending mountains, 

your judgement the great abyss. 


Man & beast you rescue Lord. 

How dear is your kindness oh God!

And the sons of men in your wings' shadow shelter.

They will take their fill from the fare of your house, 

& from your stream of delights you give them drink.


For with you is the fountain of life.

In your light, we shall see light.

Draw down your kindness to those who know you, 

and your justice to the upright.

Let no haughty foot overtake me, 

or the hand of the wicked repel me.

There do the doers of mischief fall,

they were toppled and could not rise!


Jesus' Apostle(Ambassador)Paul, to pagan people around Lystra & Derbe:


‘Friends, why are you doing this? We too are only human, like you. We are bringing you good news, telling you to turn from these worthless things to the living God, who made the heavens and the earth and the sea and everything in them. In the past, he let all nations go their own way. Yet he has not left himself without testimony: he has shown kindness by giving you rain from heaven and crops in their seasons; he provides you with plenty of food and fills your hearts with joy.’ Acts 14:15‭-‬17 NIVUK


Jesus' Apostle(Ambassador)Paul, to Greek Philosophers (& city leaders?) in Athens:



So he reasoned in the synagogue with both Jews and God-fearing Greeks, as well as in the market-place day by day with those who happened to be there. A group of Epicurean and Stoic philosophers began to debate with him. Some of them asked, ‘What is this babbler trying to say?’ Others remarked, ‘He seems to be advocating foreign gods.’ They said this because Paul was preaching the good news about Jesus and the resurrection. Then they took him and brought him to a meeting of the Areopagus, where they said to him, ‘May we know what this new teaching is that you are presenting? Paul then stood up in the meeting of the Areopagus and said: ‘People of Athens! I see that in every way you are very religious. For as I walked around and looked carefully at your objects of worship, I even found an altar with this inscription: To an unknown god. So you are ignorant of the very thing you worship – and this is what I am going to proclaim to you. ‘The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by human hands. And he is not served by human hands, as if he needed anything. Rather, he himself gives everyone life and breath and everything else. From one man he made all the nations, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he marked out their appointed times in history and the boundaries of their lands. God did this so that they would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from any one of us. “For in him we live and move and have our being.” As some of your own poets have said, “We are his offspring.” ‘Therefore since we are God’s offspring, we should not think that the divine being is like gold or silver or stone – an image made by human design and skill. In the past God overlooked such ignorance, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent. For he has set a day when he will judge the world with justice by the man he has appointed. He has given proof of this to everyone by raising him from the dead.’ Acts 17:17‭-‬19‭, ‬22‭-‬31 NIVUK




2024-02-22

Happy travelling!

 

Oh God, please give your great connecting grace

to brother, sister as they travel on

to meet with others in a good "third space";

may they connect with you more, in your song...




2024-02-14

kill 'em with kindness




To use this whole concoction* to learn to

reach out, feel out, in places where there'd be

best chances to find possibly the who

it was that fathered/ mothered you and me.


For some it mightn't be that far at all

that they must reach before they would have touched

some part that's near the heart of what you'd call

the very God, creative love as such.


I feel to be like that small (foetal) child,

within the womb of this world where I grow,

and can reach out, feel out, within this wild

adventure land, and start to really know


my mother & my father, both of which

seem quite remote, invisible, to me,

but sight is not the only line, or pitch

which can be used to build our int'macy.


Instead of focusing within myself, 

and trying to make sense, within, to build

a sense of how I feel, and where my health

is centred, which somehow leaves me quite filled,


and in a zombie way, I feel complete.

No need for true relationships outside

of who I am, I almost feel replete

and ready to go back to sleep or hide.


I feel ashamed, and yet lazy as well.

But I see now, your kindling kind of way,

is kindly killing off my zombie hell,

infecting with your anti-dote, I'd say.



Footnotes:


this whole concoction: this human experience or project which mixes  "body, mind & will"


Background Notes:


2 questions from school PDHPE yesterday: (In human life & experience).. 

  • What is the function of the body? 

  • What is the role of the body?


2 statements from one of Jesus's ambassadors (the apostle Paul) to the nations of this earth:


  • to ordinary Greekish pagan people within the Lyconian Valley, within the Roman Empire: "‘Friends, why are you doing this? We too are only human, like you. We are bringing you good news, telling you to turn from these worthless things to the living God, who made the heavens and the earth and the sea and everything in them. In the past, he let all nations go their own way. Yet he has not left himself without testimony: he has shown kindness by giving you rain from heaven and crops in their seasons; he provides you with plenty of food and fills your hearts with joy.’ " (Acts 14:15‭-‬17 NIVUK)


  • to Athenian Philosophers: "‘The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by human hands. And he is not served by human hands, as if he needed anything. Rather, he himself gives everyone life and breath and everything else. From one man he made all the nations, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he marked out their appointed times in history and the boundaries of their lands. God did this so that they would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from any one of us. “For in him we live and move and have our being.” As some of your own poets have said, “We are his offspring.” "(Acts 17:24‭-‬28 NIVUK)


The concept or understanding that our humans bodies are the nexus (or walking temple, tabernacle) between two dimentions: heaven & earth. The heaven of thought and will, conception, understandings of what matters; and the earth of matter that materializes or makes concrete, those conceptions, the model might be "..as in heaven, so on earth".



2024-02-13

In need, and discouragement..

 



Oh God, please help them out as you do do.

And step in so they come to know your love,

and your involvement, as we ask of you,

to multiply what good's come from above…



2024-02-12

Brothers and sisters sorting things out..

 




Amen. May that be true dear God of all.

May any rubbish be swept up and put

into the rubbish bin, where it can fall

into the grasp of worm, or fire. It could


be base for compost, that may help things grow

in future times & places, lush and well

to bear good fruit, where seeds of new life glow

as pomegranate seeds, new stories tell.






2024-02-10

he calls...

 



Our growth comes as we respond to his call, and let his longings (his call) in us run deeper. What he calls us is simply a picture or representation of what he is calling us to. It is meant to function as a deeper call. He does not simply think of simply naming. He is calling forth. He is prophesying. It is almost like his word makes up the thing (or allows, or calls the thing to come into being with a nature of its own), then he calls the now made thing, ie. names it (i.e. performs the function of naming): see "he called.."


You are Simon, … you shall be called Peter


He calls us to follow him, to join in life with him, singing a song of confident trust on the eve of his (known, & expected) betrayal. Paul & Silas hear that call & follow, in his footsteps, singing after they have been unjustly beaten (before/without trial), then put in prison, in stocks/chains.


He calls us to join in death with him, & to suffer with him, in order to be done with the core of sin, that mindset of simply fulfilling my desires for power or comfort etc..


& He called us to recall the scriptures, & heed to call of the word of God to us, the call of the scriptures that calls us, leads us, to - himself, "you search the scriptures, thinking they will lead you to life, they speak of me, but you are not willing to come to me & have life." & "I am with you - until the end of the age"


He called us to recall  himself. " remember me, as often as you do this (breaking bread together and drinking from a common cup - as only a family does)"


He called us to go away from our comfort spots, out from what we are used to, and into the adventure, the fullness of life & joy that he had. Not just pushed ahead of him. Being joined to him, following after him, walking with him (as our leader/ initiator).


He called us by his own glory and goodness.


The corollary of calling him the unique, the one & only, Messiah, claiming him as the Christ, is to give up my violent, aggressive,  assertion that I am the Christ, God's picked representative, the model human for the world, the embodiment of God's life in human form. And the upshot of actually claiming him as God's christened Ruler & Judge (& not many but he does this with power over people), is that like a wise & loving father with his children, he is always trying to grow us to take on life with the best of what he has to offer us (which is, himself), so with him. His way is to empower us to creative love, in a pure, holy, speciallized way! 


I am to be joined to him, inextricably, for a richer, righter, higher-order life. I am to go with him, live under his will, do his bidding more than follow my desires, but play my part, not as a sycophant, not just capitulating to some other bigger will, but speaking the truth, in love and respect, and with honour, give my inhibiting responses, receive his inhibiting responses, find out (together), work out together, (in the way, or manner that I was designed to be joined with him as my Right Hemisphere, and with me as his left hemisphere. The left hemisphere is more like an animal, with respect to humanity. It has desires "built into it" so to speak. The right hemisphere is more like humanity with respect to animals (as a whole), and humans were meant to rule over the animals (even "tor" king cobra snakes!). Humanity has the option to see things from a bigger perspective, an overall picture, to look for (and learn to see) what is good for the whole, not just to know what it wants or desires.



If you want to live by the desire of the left hemisphere, it doesn't really want, or think it needs, or feel that it needs, the right hemisphere; if you want the will of the right hemisphere, well it "wants", but in the sense that it "wills" to work with the left hemisphere in a covenantal, stuck- together- for- life, loyal-love kind of way [way of kind(ness)].


Wow, what I perceive in God and humanity is (already) being worked out in the likeness of God in the world, in this self! When I feel like it can't work, & that it is doomed to failure (& I often do), I am shown a working model, which is still a small scale, less than, but in-principle the same, a likeness, a similarity, so that I can "get the picture", the BIG picture, and then together (forever) we get to work this out with God (connected to God & Christ, like Christ was connected to God), not just like a wife is connected to her husband, but as a left hemisphere of a brain is connected to its right hemisphere!  I am not only given a working model, but I get to be a working model. I have already been experiencing this. And (with his help, which I now perceive I need never be without), I am growing in this growing up thing. It can work. It does work! It is working! (And he says there is a lot more to come!)

Wow! WOW! WOW! WOW, WOW!! (Wander On-in Wonder, Work Of Wonder)!!



Weaving the threads:

his Gathered People are ..his bride..


As we respond to his call, our growth comes..

and we begin to grow, as mustard seed,

a living thing begins inside our bums;

is doomed to one day OUT, like when we've pee'd.


But now as a belov'd who shares life here

with him, our groom, our husband who comes in

and out as often as he wills, to cheer

and bring deep joys that fill and are not sin.


They're meant to be quite deeply personal.

When we let his longings (his call) run deep

inside of us, we find he cares quite well,

identifies us as his own, to keep.


Not as a prison keeper, husband he

makes up pet names for us, he knows us well.

His name brings out the best & quite simply

his stories, pictures I just love to tell.


His way of seeing me, presents me in

a better light than I have of myself.

And somehow his view helps me to begin

again, and then keep on, maintaining health.


It is almost like he has good things in mind

for me, & us, and others that will come,

and things around about that we can find

to influence, to make a loving home.


He doesn't say it just like that. He says

that I'm his home. He loves to come inside,

and then go out, and up & down the stairs.

He doesn't mind. His home is "in his bride."


One thing, he loves to sing, and music make

to be around the place, to share deep joy.

And often he will give, as well as take,

(or more receive, or try to use, employ


what we would offer him). He'd go without,

and sometimes he calls me to join in too

in looking past my wants, and yet not pout,

or "chuck a hissy fit". I'd like to do


that more, and do those disciplines as well 

recall the scriptures, heed the word of God.

Keep joining up with him. I like this fell-

ow. And recall that he's the one I've got!


He's calling me to more good, & more glor-

y! - tells me, & I think, "We're made for this, … t.b.c.