2019-02-13

undoing unlove

Well Fred, that man whom you've brought to our lives
through Michael, at the Doctor's surgery,
is someone that you love, God. May he thrive,
so he can pass on love, with Mike & me.


2019-02-11

my hope is built on he who spilt...

My hope is in - not what some people do,
nor ultimately in some principle
of Karma, or of Shame, or Substitu-
tion-ary ’tonement, or my fanciful..

..own understanding of what is unclean.
For God is able to outstrip the best
and redefine reality, I mean
it's he himself who's Lord, who’s source of “Blessed..".

His loving kindness never ceases. His
own faithful love is what will never end.
They’re new each morning. Great! - His  faithfulness!
And all around, his universe may bend,

and I will worship not theology,
nor my own understandings (though I've sought
quite long and hard, at his command, to see
what's true and right, and how the battle's fought

against our ignorance, and lack of sense,
and lack of knowledge, lack of wisdom's light)
I will just ask the source of all these hence,
to give some to me, and I'll stop my fight,

my claim to Own, to be the Boss, and Lord
and I'll receive, as a small child, his  reign,
in awe of all his holiness, move forward,
while trem-bl-ing before him who has deigned

to make a world stand firm to walk upon,
that we on Earth be glad, rejoice, and sing,
burst out like birds, with joy, for He will come
to walk with us, be known, to love. Our king!



My hope is in the Lord, His loving kindness never ceases.His faithful love never ends. They are new every morning. Great is His  faithfulness. Lamentations 3:21-23 (PM Version)

Worship the Lord in the splendor of his holiness, tremble before him, all the earth. Declare to the nations "The Lord reigns" the world stands firm cannot be shaken!! Let the heavens be glad, and the earth rejoice! Let the sea and everything in it shout with praise!! Let the fields and their crops burst out with joy!! Let the trees of the forest sing for joy! Let all creation rejoice for He is coming!! Psalm 96:9-13 (PM Version)

2019-02-10

Goldy lochs - and keys...

(- inspired by Karl)



Once there was a gypsy migrant chap called Sadim (his friends called him “Midas[1]) who loved looking for gold. Along with his mate Dedlig, he’d often be found digging down creeks and waterways, sluicing for gold dust, gold chips & nuggets, and fishing through creeks and other gutters or seismic fissures where geological events had intruded across gold laden quartz veins throughout the countryside.

They had worked out some of the basics and knew where to look, and how to use the native properties of gold to distinguish between the weighty gold, and the flecks of iron pyrites which mimicked it.

When they went out dredging for gold for a week-end, or a week, they often found enough to pay for all their camping equipment, transport costs, gold dredging equipment costs, food, - and a bit more.

In their search for gold they discovered a number of interesting, and sometimes contrary, things about place names. For instance, some  names that claimed an association with gold, such as “Gold-Dust Cafe” were simply an expression of someone’s dramatic tendencies, or hopeful wishes for more gold-dust, or, a long dead and now empty, past.

But contrary to that there was another phenomenon where a name like “Gold Creek Road” on the map, often meant that in years gone by the road had been in, or beside, a creek bed that had at some time given leave of some quantities of gold. And sometimes careful noting of the topography of the place, and the lay of the land could give rise to hidden or overlooked “pockets”, where gold-dust or even gold-chips, could still be found - if one knew how to look for them.

Where a name communicated something of a place’s history, there was always the question of which kind of name was this? - Was this a dramatic ploy trying to encounter more of the desired substance (gold) in the present day? Did it indicate an insight into a real, but long-gone and now-empty history? Or, was this an incidental insight inviting further cunning investigation?

Once, this conundrum showed itself quite markedly. They were in an area around Orange, where gold mines had existed in the past…
Dedlig noted something on a map of the area… (t.b.c.)


[Dedlig and Sadim sometimes differed as to which category a particular naming instance was an example of. Sometimes there was no answer to be had by theorizing, they had to get out, and do the work of thinking and looking for gold! And when they thought, worked, and looked together they noted more, and got more. Thus they learned to trust their buddy’s inklings, as well as their own, and to trust ordinary logic and the stability of reality too.]




[1] Midas was the name of the king who was granted his wish that everything he touch should turn to gold, and it is also Sadim spelled backwards.

2019-02-09

Akoloutheo - Following (The Leader[1])

But "looking out for one another's int-
-rests, not just for your own"[2]. That’s just like him!
His attitude's becoming your eye's glint,
expressed in “these his lives” in ways less dim.


Thus he who was by very nature God,
did not think he must clutch that close to him,
and cling to be seen “equal” as he trod
this earth, entrusting self to God's own whim.


And so, of his own will - he gave it up,
he let it go, then took on suffering,
the nature of a servant, or a cup-
cup-bearer who must drink what's offering.


Un-erring like a “son of Adam” he
appeared on Earth, and humble, walked the path -
o’bedience, and all the way to “D”
his Death- a death of shame and a “blood bath”.


So FOR this reason God has raised him to
the highest place above, and given him
the name and title greatest, that can do
“much more”! Compared all other titles dim.


And so, in honor of the Yeshua’s name
all beings in the heavens, on earth too,
and in the world below will fall the same
on knees, and all will openly say you


were right in making Jesus - “Christ the Lord”,
and god of all humanity, our Boss;
his attitude is like yours. He's no fraud,
and God the Father's glory isn't lost!


[1] Philippians 2:4-11; plus: “It was to this that God called you, for Christ himself suffered for you and left you an example, so that you would follow in his steps. He committed no sin, and no one ever heard a lie come from his lips. When he was insulted, he did not answer back with an insult; when he suffered, he did not threaten, but placed his hopes in God, the righteous Judge. Christ himself carried our sins in his body to the cross, so that we might die to sin and live for righteousness. It is by his wounds that you have been healed. You were like sheep that had lost their way, but now you have been brought back to follow the Shepherd and Keeper of your souls.”  1 Peter 2:21‭-‬25 GNTD

[2]Philippians 2:4, plus “Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ”. Ephesians 5:21 NIVUK; “Now that you have purified yourselves by obeying the truth so that you have sincere love for each other, love one another deeply, from the heart.” 1 Peter 1:22 NIVUK; “So then, my friends, when you gather together to eat the Lord's Supper, wait for one another”. 1 Corinthians 11:33 GNTD;  “As for you, my friends, you were called to be free. But do not let this freedom become an excuse for letting your physical desires control you. Instead, let love make you serve one another.”  Galatians 5:13 GNTD; We who are strong in the faith ought to help the weak to carry their burdens. We should not please ourselves. Instead, we should all please other believers for their own good, in order to build them up in the faith. For Christ did not please himself.... Romans 15:1‭-‬3 GNTD




for followers of Jesus: A Meditation to Read/ Pray/ Sing/ Let in/ Live out/ express creatively - in varied ways:


Your life in Christ makes you strong, and his love comforts you. You have fellowship with the Spirit, and you have kindness and compassion for one another. I urge you, then, to make me completely happy by having the same thoughts, sharing the same love, and being one in soul and mind.
Don't do anything from selfish ambition or from a cheap desire to boast, but be humble toward one another, always considering others better than yourselves. And look out for one another's interests, not just for your own.
The attitude you should have is the one that Christ Jesus had:


He always had the nature of God,
  but he did not think that by force he should try to remain equal with God.
Instead of this, of his own free will he gave up all he had,
  and took the nature of a servant.
He became like a human being
  and appeared in human likeness.  
He was humble and walked the path of obedience all the way to death—
  his death on the cross.
For this reason God raised him to the highest place above
  and gave him the name that is greater than any other name.   
And so, in honor of the name of Jesus
  all beings in heaven, on earth, and in the world below
  will fall on their knees,
and all will openly proclaim that Jesus Christ is Lord,
-  to the glory of God the Father.  


So then, dear friends, as you always obeyed me when I was with you, it is even more important that you obey me now while I am away from you. Keep on working with fear and trembling to complete your salvation, because God is always at work in you to make you willing and able to obey his own purpose.  
Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may be innocent and pure as God's perfect children, who live in a world of corrupt and sinful people. You must shine among them like stars lighting up the sky, as you offer them the message of life. If you do so, I shall have reason to be proud of you on the Day of Christ, because it will show that all my effort and work have not been wasted.

Jesus’ Apostle, Paul, to a bunch of first Century Jesus Followers in the area around Philippi, possibly formed into a network of Missional Communities: “The Philippians” 2:1‭-‬16 GNTD



2019-02-08

Do not fear... you are given a future and a hope!

Then Jesus brought his peace into that place
of fear, and death, & torture, where they were.
That “shallom” peace of “thriving” on his face,
and in his breath, his spirit he confired.

And while he did not hide his suffering,
it wasn't quite “The End” of how things went,
in fact this new beginning (buffering)
was coming soon, to “Centre Stage” “Hea’en sent”.

His own disciples, tracing where he stepped,
might well 've been scared of what all that meant.
He didn't put them down a peg, but kept
the pressure on, for they'd go where he went.

Now they would be baptised with his baptism,
and have that same anointing that he had.
Forgive the sins of people- then, risen,
would feed and care for them, as mum or dad.

And he was found amongst them, and they got
the pow'r of God, within community
embodied in himself, & then that lot
(he’d prayed to God “Forgive them, they don’t see...”

- but then he’d given them the gift before
their very eyes & ears, they’d know, if they
we're int’rested in love, deeper than law.
Some Teachers of the Law still got away)!

But these of Yeshua, his “dear children”,
he gave “from Hea’en above” resources to
continue on his mission, with wisdom,
- God’s very nature. He said that would do!



Check out John chapter 20:19-31 for context: https://bible.com/bible/113/jhn.20.19-31.NIVUK

His divine power has given us everything we need for a godly life through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature, having escaped the corruption in the world caused by evil desires. 2 Peter 1:3‭-‬4 NIVUK

my communication depends on…


(a mystical connection to Christ)
In Jesus, as James saw him, I can be
not quick to make my point here (with some pow'r),
or quick to make folk listen up to me.
His creativity and love, is ours!

He's given his own spirit to his ones.
He's shared his whole mindset, and method too.
His WAY, is for all HIS daughters and sons,
"most excellent way"* now for me and you.

He doesn't MAKE folk DO so very much,
for that weak kind of power does not bring change
of heart, & mind, with deep commitments, such
that people's whole lives are then re-arranged.

The righteousness of God is not just "works",
although it comes to change all them as well,
it's not just stickers he puts on some jerks,
it is a PERSON! - who "does all things well"#.

He even makes the deaf one's ears to hear
their Father God - sometimes through others too,
not just the outward kind, but drawing near
and list'ning for what God would have me do.

And when I am tongue-tied and don't know what
to say, he'll give me what to speak from him,
I might not have an answer in a shot,
but it will make him glad (and not so grim).

And as I grow in him, I shall be like
him: slow to anger drenched in that "hesed"*.
Oh God as I grow up, I want to hike
here in your company, until I'm "dead".



'In Jesus I can be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because my mind is set on the righteousness that God desires...' James 1:19‭-‬20 (CR Version)


Jesus' little brother to another..



Quick! Quick! Quick, listen, look, learn!
Slow down, slow down, slow down,
wait until your turn;
be slow to use your tongue
and slow to lose your temper#,
be quick to choose your time,
and “Who is whose?” remember.


# My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, ...  James 1:19 NIVUK



Teaching in informal situations

How do I move from being a “teacher”, teaching a class, where I have been asked to teach, to teaching an individual, when that IS appropriate (because it isn't always, is it?)?

“Even teaching a five-year-old how to do an A chord and teaching a 50-year-old how to do an A chord will be done in different ways, with different words, and different modelling, and different amounts, and ways, of talking about it. You have to monitor the situation to see another person's level and what they can intake and how they approach it and how they can take it in cos that then sets the boundaries of what you can give, and how to give it, and in what sort of clothing, or how it's wrapped up.” Spencer C., Wed 6 Feb 2019.

The key to Spencer's insight seems to be that word “monitor” , which has a major component of “listening, looking, observing, thinking about the fitness of the situation to some information or strategy, or mechanism.

God, thank you for helping me see how to ask good questions this morning and this arvy. Please help me to keep on learning, and practicing that now too.





2019-02-07

can't. ..in U ... why not?

Well, don't allow yourselves to become worn,
disheartened in the sowing of good seed;
the harvest season comes, the child is born,
what's hidden will be manifest indeed!

So let us tightly cling onto the hope
that lives within us, and keeps action strong,
for we know that the God is not a dope
but one who keeps his promises - “ere long!”.




Don't allow yourselves to become weary or disheartened in sowing good seeds, for the harvest season is coming! Galatians 6:9 (PM Version)

Let us cling tightly to the hope that lives with in us, knowing that God always keeps his promises. Hebrews 10:23 (PM Version)



2019-02-06

heart-song

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, don't try to work out it out on your own. Acknowledge God in everything you do and He will keep you on the right track. Proverbs 3:5,6 (PM Version)

Delight yourself in The Lord, and He will give you your hearts desires. Commit everything you do to The Lord. Trust Him and He will help you. Psalm 37:4-5 (PM Version)

I trust in Gods never ending love, my heart rejoices because He has rescued me. Psalm 13:5 (PM Version)


Trust in The Lord with all your heart,
don't work it out all on your own.
Watching for God in ev'ry part
and surely he will lead you home.

Delight yourself in God above.
He will give you your heart's desire.
Focus your life on his great love.
Trust him and he will lift you higher.

God's love is deep, it never ends.
I trust in it, my heart will sing.
He is the one who saves, defends.
He is my rock in ev'rything!

K&PW

2019-02-01

(I'll) give it a miss, have a fantastic day get well

Ok, if you do, but we'll still miss you.
Thanks for your wishes. God may his come true.
Catch us as fishes, and may we be food,
to all the weaker ones, just as you do!

Yeshua caught us, like caterpillars,
are after a while caught in their web-tomb.
May we not be so fearful of chrys'lis,
with un-faith t'wards life's gifts - which seem our doom.

So we embrace now our end in this life
(which he has led us to see as a womb,
that must be exited, with & through strife).
Death to our comfort; and life, like a moon

reflecting sun-light into dark places.
May life from you be lived here too, through us.
in supermarkets, streets, bus-stops, spaces
where'er we live, with neighbours and with fuss

and bother, and with hopes & dreams & fears.
We open up to you these lives, these "whiles",
and pray for your own life to clean our smears,
as washer makes the face of children's smiles

look clean and bright and perfect in our eyes
espec'ly when they try to please, and we've
done work behind the scenes to not despise
the small things, building disciplines that weave

a basket that can carry quite a lot
more than their hands unaided could well do.
The disciplines can aid us, like a pot,
or shoe can do to carry back to you. ...


..

2019-01-31

Resilience in being, and in relationship...

I found myself in our dining room talking with my wife last night, but according to my daughter, Milly, I was speaking to my wife in a patronizing way, & then speaking louder & faster... Milly beautifully said: "Dad, that sounds patronizing.... something's not right, ... you are speaking faster & louder... can you sense it?" I couldn't really, but I believe her. Still, by the end of the time, my wife felt very hurt & I felt a bit raw & numb. We prayed for help from God.
When I mentioned some of this to a friend in my LTG today, he said "Oh, I was reading this article on Collaboration .." & he read a bit out that mentioned that the major impediment to Collaboration & Resilience is Defensiveness, and that in order to get around that road-block it gave six simple points. One was that it was a good idea to Name your own Defensive Strategies and gave a non-exhaustive list including:
  • Aggressiveness
  • Speaking louder or faster
  • Giving orders or making demands
  • Belittling others
  • Getting quiet, tuning out
  • Feeling hot, embarrassment, can't think, mind goes blank
  • Playing victim
  • Blaming, judging
I could see this was so close to the wording Milly had used to describe me, that I knew I had to at least listen to what God might be wanting to say to me through this article. Ouch! But, thank you God. And, bring it on!

I cut and pasted it to make it more easily printable (but the initial link is there on the second line). I have read it all at least once. A lot of it resonates with what I've already learned and know to be true. Some of the wording mightn't quite work for you, try to get the big ideas.


...   ...   ,,,   ,,,   ...[[[]]]...   ,,,   ,,,   ...   ...

Oh God, help me please
to live out your life.
He did it with ease
amidst all the strife.

And I know I need
more of him in me.
His spirit the seed,
his life kills "sin-me".

Oh God I see now:
I give up my rights
and to you I bow,
instead of pick fights.

You own this old lump
of blood, flesh, and bone,
This soul which may slump,
this spirit has flown

God, from your own lips
when you breathed on dust.
These bodies are ships
that're sailing on trust,

or friendship which grows
as we become one
and labour with those
who're sent, like the son,

who co-laboured with,
followed his Father,
We're part of that myth-
-ic shrine or vineyard(-a).


I hope this doc helps any of you trying to work with others collaboratively: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1Z9BM7oPFMJK3pSkRHn7ywudiKSWHNPJmaSfX1WcGEXo/edit?usp=sharing

2019-01-30

"Design Patterns"*

"Design patterns” in narrative are strewn
throughout the story of the Bible's grace;
hence “Jonah’s story” quite reflects, as moon
reflects the sunlight from another place,

or time, or ethnic group, it reappears
in other settings: God “relented and
did not bring on disaster threatened clear”(1).
at first to his folk, then another land.

Another one, from Moses story too,
is when (before God makes him Ruler/Judge)
a fight between two “brothers” had ensued:
the pow'rfull one asks, and he will not budge,

he asks of the young Moses, “Who made you
a ruler and a judge who's over us?(2)
And then another Joshua asks too
by using those “same” words re. two brothers.

For when you know the story's irony
you know the answer to the question well.
and Jesus/Joshua is over me,
with whiff of God's own Cosmic Leader's “smell”.

And later on when talking “leadership”
of God's own people, he makes sport 'o the
self-centred leaders who would take a sip
of God's good wine, but turn to water the

good celebration of a faithful wife
and husband who would be true to the end.
So when Yeshua's ‘sign’(3) starts married life
he's tuning to design patterns, my friend!




(1)  ‘I have seen these people,’ the Lord said to Moses, ‘and they are a stiff-necked people. Now leave me alone so that my anger may burn against them and that I may destroy them. Then I will make you into a great nation.’  But Moses sought the favour of the Lord his God. ‘ Lord ,’ he said, ‘why should your anger burn against your people, whom you brought out of Egypt with great power and a mighty hand? Why should the Egyptians say, “It was with evil intent that he brought them out, to kill them in the mountains and to wipe them off the face of the earth”? Turn from your fierce anger; relent and do not bring disaster on your people. Remember your servants Abraham, Isaac and Israel, to whom you swore by your own self: “I will make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and I will give your descendants all this land I promised them, and it will be their inheritance for ever.” ’ Then the Lord relented and did not bring on his people the disaster he had threatened.  Exodus 32:9‭-‬14 NIVUK

At the end of the forty days and forty nights, the Lord gave me the two stone tablets, the tablets of the covenant. Then the Lord told me, ‘Go down from here at once, because your people whom you brought out of Egypt have become corrupt. They have turned away quickly from what I commanded them and have made an idol for themselves.’  And the Lord said to me, ‘I have seen this people, and they are a stiff-necked people indeed! Let me alone, so that I may destroy them and blot out their name from under heaven. And I will make you into a nation stronger and more numerous than they.’ So I turned and went down from the mountain while it was ablaze with fire. And the two tablets of the covenant were in my hands. When I looked, I saw that you had sinned against the Lord your God; you had made for yourselves an idol cast in the shape of a calf. You had turned aside quickly from the way that the Lord had commanded you. So I took the two tablets and threw them out of my hands, breaking them to pieces before your eyes.  Then once again I fell prostrate before the Lord for forty days and forty nights; I ate no bread and drank no water, because of all the sin you had committed, doing what was evil in the Lord ’s sight and so arousing his anger. I feared the anger and wrath of the Lord , for he was angry enough with you to destroy you. But again the Lord listened to me. And the Lord was angry enough with Aaron to destroy him, but at that time I prayed for Aaron too.  Deut. 9:11‭-‬20 NIVUK

“When God saw what they did and how they turned from their evil ways, he relented and did not bring on them the destruction he had threatened.” Jonah 3:10

(2) "One day, after Moses had grown up, he went out to where his own people were and watched them at their hard labour. He saw an Egyptian beating a Hebrew, one of his own people. Looking this way and that and seeing no-one, he killed the Egyptian and hid him in the sand. The next day he went out and saw two Hebrews fighting. He asked the one in the wrong, ‘Why are you hitting your brother Hebrew?’ The man said, ‘Who appointed you ruler and judge over us? Are you thinking of killing me as you killed the Egyptian?’ Then Moses was afraid and thought, ‘What I did must have become known.’  When Pharaoh heard of this, he tried to kill Moses, but Moses fled from Pharaoh and went to live in Midian, where he sat down by a well. See Exodus 2:11‭-‬15 NIVUK
Someone in the crowd said to him, ‘Teacher, tell my brother to divide the inheritance with me.’  Jesus replied, ‘Man, who appointed me a judge or an arbiter between you?’  Then he said to them, ‘Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; life does not consist in an abundance of possessions.’  Luke 12:13‭-‬15 NIVUK

‘When Moses was forty years old, he decided to visit his own people, the Israelites. He saw one of them being ill-treated by an Egyptian, so he went to his defence and avenged him by killing the Egyptian. Moses thought that his own people would realise that God was using him to rescue them, but they did not. The next day Moses came upon two Israelites who were fighting. He tried to reconcile them by saying, “Men, you are brothers; why do you want to hurt each other?”  ‘But the man who was ill-treating the other pushed Moses aside and said, “Who made you ruler and judge over us? Are you thinking of killing me as you killed the Egyptian yesterday?” When Moses heard this, he fled to Midian, where he settled as a foreigner and had two sons. Acts 7:23‭-‬29 NIVUK