2025-03-29

An amazing day of learning

 (to be leaning forward)...



Connections made in this past day: Could you

please help me to recall anew what (all

that) I have learnt or started to see true

(& help me to forget what you would call


unhelpful to the processes you hoped

would happen in, and through, this man of yours).

I owe all that I am and how I’ve coped

to who has dreamed this world up. So, because


although I have participated some-

what in my growth and making, and some change-

es made within this world we see that’s come

about, around about us; when deranged


I find that I unmake, and bring some hell

into this world of yours, instead of what

reflects creative love and life. You’d tell

im-eed-yet-ly, I s’pose, ‘coz you’re the God


who’s bigger than I start to dream of now-

a-day’s work in this world of yours sure seems

to be a thousand years, but then somehow

a thousand of your years might pass like dreams


in one day of our life on Earth just now¹.

So “time” as we experience it here

is not so absolute, and fixed. I bow

to your choice of what’s useful. Glad you’re near


and operating still, though often through

the family of God, your fetuses,

within this womb, “our world” we call it. You 

might know, when you said “Listen t’wat he says!²”




FOOTNOTES


¹  “But do not ignore this one fact, beloved, that with the Lord one day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like one day. (2 Peter 3:8 NRSVUE)


² 

  • Insistently, confidently, through a godly (though lowly), friendly & concerned woman,  Mary, to the servants of the wedding tables, about Jesus: “Do whatever he tells you.”(John 2:5 NRSVUE)


  • Booming through a thick cloud round about, to Peter (, James & John), about Jesus:   “This is my Son, my Chosen; listen to him!” (Luke 9:35 NRSVUE);  “This is my Son, the Beloved; listen to him!” (Mark 9:7 NRSVUE); “This is my Son, the Beloved; with him I am well pleased; listen to him!” ( Matthew 17:5 NRSVUE)


  • Moses addressing the people of God, Israel, before they enter the promised land: “The Lord your God will raise up for you a prophet like me from among your own people; you shall heed such a prophet. [16] This is what you requested of the Lord your God at Horeb on the day of the assembly when you said, ‘Let me not hear again the voice of the Lord my God or see this great fire any more, lest I die.’ [17] Then the Lord replied to me, ‘They are right in what they have said. [18] I will raise up for them a prophet like you from among their own people; I will put my words in the mouth of the prophet, who shall speak to them everything that I command. [19] Anyone who does not heed the words that the prophet shall speak in my name, I myself will hold accountable. (Deuteronomy 18:15-19 NRSVUE)




2025-03-27

Stepping in ..(& out)..

Paul hopes to be a yvalker, again, on 7th May, he greatly appreciates the help and prayers of all who are behind him on this venture into the future,


Please do

continue to

pray for and be seeing 

to his, well, his WELL-BEING..

as comes to mind 

from time to time.


, please pray for him to represent the King well.

A few others (mainly at Ethan’s instigation) are planning to join me along the way… we’ll see what happens.

Paul is wanting prayer from his community to represent God (behind all good use of authority) well, to

Paul is wanting prayer (from his back-up community) to represent the King (behind all good use of authority) well; therefore to

  • Walk with God, and appropriately with those he sends along. Trusting God & God’s wisdom to work out survival (& thrival) mechanisms for up there, and how to go forward taking into account support and hangers-on people. (My father on Earth has said something  about coming, & Ethan is keen to join in learning some of Mark’s rendition of The Gospel of Jesus the Christ, the Son of God)]

  • Ephatha (Aramaic: Open Up)

  • Listen to God’s boy..

  • Learn what he can in this country,

(LOL=LISTEN,OBEY,LEARN) to -

  • Bless (boldly) where he can as he goes (& comes) - again.

  • Energised by the spirit of God (=spirit of Jesus).

  • Intrepid instead of insipid (drink the cup to the last drop)

  • Negative to “harm & evil”

  • Grateful (to the instigator, but also the whole supply-chain) for every good thing that comes down to us “from above”.






2025-03-24

“As one”


painting by Shelley Ann Walker-Fooks...




Oh Father God, may you, embodied now

within this being, who gives you full reign

to partner as a horse and man somehow

can partner so to move as man might deign


to call on horse, yet let said horse do all

it can do well. The details horse still does,

yet horsemanship deploys this call

on man to know the horse, not make a fuss


about desires - to do, or where to go.

The biggest celebration is when two

would give up isolation, truly know

what other wants (and can bend will to do).


And as a team move into territ’ry

denied before, or just not tried so far.

This brings delight to both the man & steed,

a partnership, more than driving a car.


I want to work and play like this with you.

I’d love to learn to push your buttons true-

ly such that you feel glad of what I do,

not just that you can put up with me too.


But how to move up to this level now?

I've hardly got ideas that could work.

Oh God your wisdom’s needed here somehow,

especially when a part of me would shirk


and wants to run away, not be renewed.

Your spirit, God, is so essential here

and now I need your help with skin and too

de core - of bones and muscles. Draw me near..




2025-03-21

In a world made by YHWH, can we ever do good, and not be blessed?




Well here we are in this wide world - again.

It’s hard the way it’s put together to

get out of being blessed, that’s even when

we set ourselves to bless just like you do!


Not for some kind of pay-back thing to us,

for benefit we’ll gain, or strength accrued,

or power to enforce, or make a fuss

about our choices: “What’s good?” and “What’s rude?”


You seem to think in ecosystem ways:

There’s hardly any good that won’t spill out

and touch all other parts. Your life displays

such open-handed, generous, devout,


determined, and too beneficial stuff,

why even all our tears and suffering -

recorded, and then planted aren’t enough

to cover over, cover up, the bling


that you intend for us to wear for good.

His nail-prints and his side remain somehow

as openings that let love, as it would

flow more between our lives, so take a bow


and know that ev’ry real attempt to live

responsive love out, such that more is seen;

is multiplied by him who would fore-give

his gracious view to storeys in between


so as in heaven, so ’twill be on Earth.

And we, his children, who are made “like him”,

get to fill full the reason for our birth,

and will shine with his light - be not so dim!




2025-03-18

Step …




One is to “look to Jesus, let him in, 

and share this life on Earth, share it with him;

& learn from him the way to live down here, 

of taking up my cross, till he apears..” 


Since I am tunnel visioned, may I be

so tunnelled where my vision is the best,

and to a TARDIS portal that I see

more from, and through,  it than from all the rest.


I need your gracious hêsed love, else I

would shrink the universe down to a dot,

a kind of “black hole”, I don’t need to try

I do it “on my own”, and quite a lot.


I see now why “the cross of Christ” ’s a gift;

unique, unparalleled, yet to be re-

capitulated daily: I must lift

my own upon my shoulders. Now I see


how life can flow from death of that good man,

and starts with death of this man, here today!

Then trusting Christ’s new word of light that can

illumine my own black-hole life and pave


the road, the way, the hodos (that’s the Greek

word used of Christ, who’s straight-a-way, and true,

the kinda life that's more than words can speak

of - he's the Word, that makes creation new!


the word of God, that re-imagines all.

I’m glad I’m a disciple Jesus loved

(and loves still, moving this one, that’s this small

man, out of “my own self”; I’m hand en-gloved).




2025-03-07

Hanging with God

(& other very scary things Jesus led his followers into)

Why do humans need time in God’s presence, looking, listening, thinking, making hypotheses and testing them out, drawing conclusions, & contributing to the model to be used by both God and the person for relating, (within and about God’s world) and allowing  knowledge (both ways) to grow?

Because knowledge of a person, is a reciprocal thing, and is like a growing plant (which is a kind of friendship that extends through & beyond the roles which both play).The two of you are developing your own language and meaning structures together (E.g. Sandy’s “Small-Group, Fast-Communication” Game; Geof with his horse Jackson; the people who watched Jesus’ dramatic “looking for breakfast figs and on finding none, not sharpening the axe and striking the tree (as John the Baptist envisioned), but simply speaking the end of the “facade” that was the barren fig-tree”; those who, the next day, SAW the withered Fig Tree; it was these people (& no others) who could then hear Jesus’ words about speaking to a mountain, and asking with faith (& potentially see through the problem outlined in Lewis’ article on petitionary prayer, types A & B).


E.g. For me, with my grandson, who is presently in my daughter (Annabelle) ’s tummy it is the same, he is SLOWLY getting to know me… because his senses are forming etc… but it is slow work for me getting to know him too, because his personality is forming…. He is not just a static ENTITY. And come to think of it, neither am I! (Jesus' best picture for us is “as little children”, it is True, that there are valid aspects to other pictures too, (as John uses other metaphors) “young men”, & “old men”. But the one that is essential, to never lose sight of, to keep coming back to, is “little children”, because in the words of Jesus, with a little child standing in the midst of them: “The kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these”. And considering John’s use of words to those he writes his letters to, (maybe even in relation to himself, with all his hopes and wishes for them, let alone in relation to God, with all God’s hopes and wishes for them), he falls back to using this “little children” epithet most often.


Actually my en-utero grandson is probably the best model for understanding myself: I am set on a wild goose chase if I try to “find myself”, as though such a thing now exists. I am a foetus, coming into existence. Yes, one day I may have grown, and have become a “big MAN” (in the words of my currently 2 yr old grandson), but for now it is a futile gesture to focus on understanding my -self (or any other human I meet up with here, except in a way that sees their developing selves as reflections of the Self from whom all self-hood has been, & is derived, and can be, and will be derived.) Creative love is the only real self that we could start to know¹, as little as that may be possible, while in this womb-world (except that this womb-world, while, as with any human womb, it hides us from seeing our parents’ faces, it is also designed to give us the closest possible connection to what our mother/father is doing, and to start this learning process, to come to understand, to be “becoming” a self, in relationship i.e. with language and understanding. That is why it must be “Journey before Destination”, and intrinsic Identity before Name,  before built Identity, before NAME. E.G. “X” “formerly known as” Twitter.



Bibliography:

  • Clues to Creation in Genesis, by Donald Wiseman

  • The Language of Creation by Pageau

  • The Master and his Emissary by Ian McGilchrist

  • The Christian Scriptures (including the Hebrew Bible).



End Note


¹  “knowledge of God” can mean 

  1. knowing about God; or 

  2. understanding his ways by seeing the consistency they have with his character and motivation; or 

  3. actually knowing God, as a person knows a friend. 

God won’t settle for less than this 3rd option. It is possible that God “made the heavens and the Earth” (what we call the Universe) in order to make up friends. Compare these passages below on what it means to know God, or be known by God:


“Learn what I teach you, my child, and never forget what I tell you to do. [2] Listen to what is wise and try to understand it. [3] Yes, beg for knowledge; plead for insight. [4] Look for it as hard as you would for silver or some hidden treasure. [5] If you do, you will know what it means to fear the LORD and you will succeed in learning about God. [6] It is the LORD who gives wisdom; from him come knowledge and understanding. [7] He provides help and protection for those who are righteous and honest. [8] He protects those who treat others fairly, and guards those who are devoted to him. [9] If you listen to me, you will know what is right, just, and fair. You will know what you should do. [10] You will become wise, and your knowledge will give you pleasure. [11] Your insight and understanding will protect you [12] and prevent you from doing the wrong thing. They will keep you away from people who stir up trouble by what they say — [13] those who have abandoned a righteous life to live in the darkness of sin, [14] those who find pleasure in doing wrong and who enjoy senseless evil, [15] unreliable people who cannot be trusted.” (Proverbs 2:1-15 GNBUK)


“The LORD has an accusation to bring against the people who live in this land. Listen, Israel, to what he says: “There is no faithfulness or love in the land, and the people do not acknowledge me as God.” (Hosea 4:1 GNBUK)


“But the LORD says, “Israel and Judah, what am I going to do with you? Your love for me disappears as quickly as morning mist; it is like dew, that vanishes early in the day. [5] That is why I have sent my prophets to you with my message of judgement and destruction. What I want from you is plain and clear: [6] I want your constant love, not your animal sacrifices. I would rather have my people know me than burn offerings to me.” (Hosea 6:4-6 GNBUK)


“It is the duty of priests to teach the true knowledge of God. People should go to them to learn my will, because they are the messengers of the LORD Almighty.” (Malachi 2:7 GNBUK)


“In the past you did not know God, and so you were slaves of beings who are not gods. [9] But now that you know God — or, I should say, now that God knows you — how is it that you want to turn back to those weak and pitiful ruling spirits? Why do you want to become their slaves all over again? (Galatians 4:8-9 GNBUK)


“Now, concerning what you wrote about food offered to idols. It is true, of course, that “all of us have knowledge”, as they say. Such knowledge, however, puffs a person up with pride; but love builds up. [2] Those who think they know something really don't know as they ought to know. [3] But the person who loves God is known by him.” (1 Corinthians 8:1-3 GNBUK)


“It is true that we live in the world, but we do not fight from worldly motives. [4] The weapons we use in our fight are not the world's weapons but God's powerful weapons, which we use to destroy strongholds. We destroy false arguments; [5] we pull down every proud obstacle that is raised against the knowledge of God; we take every thought captive and make it obey Christ. [6] And after you have proved your complete loyalty, we will be ready to punish any act of disloyalty.” (2 Corinthians 10:3-6 GNBUK)


“For this reason we have always prayed for you, ever since we heard about you. We ask God to fill you with the knowledge of his will, with all the wisdom and understanding that his Spirit gives. [10] Then you will be able to live as the Lord wants and will always do what pleases him. Your lives will produce all kinds of good deeds, and you will grow in your knowledge of God. [11-12] May you be made strong with all the strength which comes from his glorious power, so that you may be able to endure everything with patience. And with joy give thanks to the Father, who has made you fit to have your share of what God has reserved for his people in the kingdom of light. [13] He rescued us from the power of darkness and brought us safe into the kingdom of his dear Son, [14] by whom we are set free, that is, our sins are forgiven.” (Colossians 1:9-14 GNBUK)


“May grace and peace be yours in full measure through your knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord.” (2 Peter 1:2 GNBUK)