2014-02-18

Yr 10 Geo Excursion

In the rock faces
in the land forms,
various places,
firey re-forms...

God give these wisdom,
God give them grace.
God, help them to see
Your patient face!

Amen.

2014-02-10

Images & Symbols

Symbols & Images 2 represent something else.
What kind of views   ...               ...do people use?
[Purpose helps choose  ...           ...think, don’t refuse;
else you’ll abuse ...                     ...good which ensues
from lines and hues ...                 ...for one who chews
ideas and news...                        ...and who then fuse
them with the clues...                  ...left by The Muse,
(not so obtuse)...                        ...who beckons/woos
folk to not lose,..                        ...rather imbues
who takes off shoes...                ...on grounds of cues
from Maker, Whose...               ...words spell/infuse
rest to work crews,..                 ...Who sends rain/dews
on earth, & spews...               ...goodness, and glues
all meaning to:  s-                           -tuff and all true s-
-tatements & views, ..             ...all bread and booze.]

Students don't always...follow in a blaze...of light all around...quite often they're found...with faces that frowned...

A student.... is having trouble with yesterday's maths.  I have helped him with some but it has been a long time since I have done that type of maths.  I have told him to just try and you will help him when he comes back tomorrow.
Yep,
The real Way ta go!
And before you know
what's happening to you,
He's made it pull through!
While you do your best,
trust God with the rest
(and even the bit
you did your best wit')!
So give what you've got,
don't fret, cause that's rot.
Five thousand get fed
with five lumps of bread,
(and several small fish).
That's all that he wished
when He said to them
"You feed them, my men".
God help me please too
to follow this through,
as He followed you,
we gladly will too!
Amen, and amen!
Won't He come again!

2014-02-08

A small group sets themselves to live as a team of JesusFollowers, asking folk around to BBQ's.

God please give your givingness
more to this team of people,
that sharing meals will so bless
folk with your kind of gleeful
Joy at being able to
give life more and let Love woo
and your bounteous Peace unsue...
Amen,
amen.
Pea DoubleYou.

God, please help her to get Bether (unfinished)

Love U Mum.
May U come
through this dark
night, and hark-
-en un-sight-
-ed to quite
still, small whis-
-pers of His
Love that heard
groan and word
that has come
from you Mum.
From your son,
Paul, the one
whose name means
"small", but gleams
may still come
from gems, some
of which are
tiny, spar-
-kling, precious
if all meshes
with that love
from above
which we've seen
('nyou I mean).
Father God
you have trod
(through your son)
in this one
world, begun
by you when
You made (wo)men
and knew pain,
this domain
brings offspring.
So we sing
for we're yours
just because
you made way
f'rus to stray
and return
may we learn,
turn again
t'you, Amen.

Pray this day

God please help Gran
In her great pain
to understand,
or at least remain.
Help who's near her
to have good ways:
showing further
Your quiet grace,
as they've seen hers
do time 'nĂ¡gain.
Help us others
to be still pray'n.
Amen, amen.
Teach us again.

2014-02-06

It just ain’t happening ... (Part 7 - of 12) ...

It just ain’t happening ... (Part 7 - of 12) ... 

Mark ch9v14-29 (to open in a new window, hold control down as you click the link)

Prayer (& Faithfulness): (continued)

Then there is the broader aspect of simply listening to all that you know of God, and allowing God to reveal more of himself and his Way to you in that time of “prayer”. Well, we just looked at an instance of God speaking from Heaven, to reveal his Way, and to give very specific guidance on what to do now: “Listen to my Son, learn from him”. Jesus himself allows God (The Father) to strengthen his understanding of the ultimate reality, the way things are, he discusses how best to serve God etc with those people God sends into his life at that time. The 3 disciples don’t get to do this (much,) yet interesting things happen on the way down the mountainside and Jesus continues to teach them to listen/learn before they speak, and to teach them what to listen for, & who/what to listen to. The disciples are concerned about what “the Teachers of the Law say” & who comes first[1]. Jesus takes them back to truly listen to what he has already told them & to the scriptures. But when they arrive back down with the other 9 disciples, & we’re back into our story again… the same issues are still relevant. Who/what do they listen to? Will they truly listen to what Jesus has already told them, & what they have seen clear evidence of, and to learn & live from it?
If God’s rule is strong in them they will see the way forward, they will not be tricked by the devil. If it is not, they will be confused by the devil's tricks, and then become powerless. Jesus has been listening, discussing, awake in God’s presence to God’s helps & is strengthened in his understanding of God’s rule & his determination to see God’s rule extended. So he actively listens to what is happening in God’s world. He asks “What’s the trouble?-What are you wanting to know?”. He listens to the response that comes (the dad says his boy has an unclean spirit that stops him speaking etc). He gives a full (and emotional) response! - which starts to make a diagnosis. He still trusts his father, though voicing his frustration at some parts of his plan (like having to stay with these un-faithful people). He takes charge as God’s ruling representative. He looks at the effects/results around him in God’s world. He asks more matter-of-fact questions and listens to the responses, and thinks about them. He listens for indications of faithfulness, or not, in the people around him and helps grow faithfulness. He baits people to grow faithfulness. He acts decisively. He ignores put-downs of him or his work to help grow an evidence based faith in good process. He baits his trainees in allowing them to ask questions  privately & responds with enigmatic answers or puzzles that will help them want to keep learning.
He puts one together with two & gets three. The disciples put one & one together & got an answer of ZERO; because they listened to the unfaithfulness of the boy’s dad, the unfaithful teachers of the Law, and their own faithless fears. They thought that when they sent the unclean spirit out in Jesus’ name, and when it was there again (minutes ?) later, that it mustn’t have gone out, that it was able to STAY there & not do what it was told, that it was STILL there & therefore that it wasn’t worth persisting against & resisting the devil’s apparitions with the knowledge that all of creation must (eventually) do what God’s anointed ruler (Christ) commanded*. They may have been “tricked” by the unclean spirit’s (silent) claim to be unable to understand language (since the boy could not speak) and to be unable to hear (since the boy may not have been able to hear, since that is the way we mostly learn to speak). Jesus has a clear understanding of God’s ultimate rule & thus addresses the unclean spirit (not the boy) with a tag that identifies its “cover” & shows that he is not fooled by it, and then cuts off its tricky retreat, it’s literalistic/legalistic “smart-alec” undermining plan: “Deaf and dumb spirit,” he said, “I order you to come out of the boy and never go into him again![2]
Peter, James or John may well have been able to do this if they had been “praying” with Jesus up the mountain. Jesus might have been able to listen to the boy’s dad & then hand it over to either of those three to handle for the other nine; but they hadn’t been praying really. In the wake of this couple of pericopae: the mountain-top, and then this incident combining the disciples’ impotence, with Jesus’ power, can you imagine their feelings on hearing Jesus’ answer to the question: “Why couldn’t we drive it out?” ? Especially since they couldn’t tell their nine buddies (all of?) what had happened up there, till after all those prophecies had come true & the Son of Adam had finally in fact been raised. And how would this time-bomb have then affected the other nine when they did hear the story? Jesus was willing to let things sit, until God’s timing was right, but he maintained that faithful trust in his Father that e.g. though Peter would even deny him, yet in this case he (Peter) would in fact return[3], & as Luke records, strengthen his brothers, because, Jesus said “I have prayed for you”[4].


[1] Actually “Why do the Teachers of the law say that Elijah comes first, & restores all things?” to which Mark records Jesus’ enigmatic reply about Elijah having already come (so Peter might have to change his idea of what it means to have everything restored?). Mark again uses a trail of scattered hints throughout his story to draw his readers/listeners further in & higher up: “Clearly, he has John the Baptizer in mind, whom Mark has described as coming in the garb of Elijah (1:6). Matthew 17:13 makes the connection explicit, but Mark leaves it ambiguous, allowing readers to reason things out for themselves.” http://www.gracepointdevotions.org/2010/04/26/mark-9-commentary

* Genesis 1:1-3:1 (esp 1:26,27, & 3:1); Psalm 8 
[2] The emboldened italicised parts have been deduced by Jesus. He has extrapolated from what the father has told him, and what we (Mark’s listeners/readers) have learned from the story, and identified the unclean …  spirit as not only causing dumbness, but also deafness; and has cut off its “tricky” plan to obey the words (& go out of the boy), and then jump back in again. The spirit had only tricked the father, the teachers of the law, and even his disciples into thinking that it didn’t have to obey the authority of the name of Jesus... cf Matthew 12:43-45 & Luke 11:24-26, for some of Jesus’ specific teaching on what happens when an unclean spirit is driven out of a person it has been demonizing.
[3] Mark 9:9-10;16:7 and the fact that Peter is telling this story, or Mark (as Peter’s “son in the faith”) is telling Peter’s story, as when a friend told me about the time when his parachute didn’t open (very scarey.. but I knew that the story was about him, and he was there in front of me, so it must have turned out ok).


 

2014-02-03

ADVICE & THOUGHTS WITHIN THE FAMILY!


From an older sister:

"The Lord never asks us to do anything we can do. He asks us to live a life which we can never live and to do a work which we can never do. Yet, by his grace, we are living it and doing it." ~ Watchman Nee

"Cast your cares upon the Lord and he will sustain you." Psa - 55:22

Go well with the prep and new challenges,

God bless,


From a younger brother:



Thank you. That Psalm (55) was what I needed. It sounds over the top, but it was still how I was feeling. I had to sing/play it through twice, to own it properly & I think I'll have to do that a few more times before the week (or day) is out!

Amen.

..by his grace we will live it and do it. Along these lines, (though seemingly opposite) is this excerpt from George MacDonald's parable of the Singer which has helped me in the past. You've reminded me of it again:


And lo behind me was a great hole in the rock narrow at the entrance but deep and wide within and when I looked into it I shuddered for I thought I saw far down the glimmer of a star. The youth entered and vanished. His guide strode back to his seat and I lay in terror near the mouth of the vast cavern. When I looked up once more I saw all the men leaning forward with head aside as if listening intently to a far off sound. I likewise listened but though much nearer than they I heard nothing, but I could see their faces change like waters in a windy and half cloudy day. Sometimes though I heard nought it seemed to me as if one sighed and prayed beside me and once I heard a clang of music triumphant in hope but I looked up and lo it was the listeners who stood on their feet and sang. They ceased, sat down, and listened as before. At last one approached me and I ventured to question him: "Sir" I said "wilt thou tell me what it means?" And he answered me thus "The youth desired to sing to the Immortals. It is a law with us that no one shall sing a song who cannot be the hero of his tale, who cannot live the song that he sings, for what right hath he else to devise great things and to take holy deeds in his mouth. Therefore he enters the cavern where God weaves the garments of soul, and there he lives in the forms of his own tale, for God gives them being that he may be tried. The sighs which thou didst hear were his longings after his own Ideal, and thou didst hear him praying for the Truth he beheld but could not reach. We sang because in his first great battle he strove well and overcame. We await the next!

from "Within & Without" a dramatic poem.

I suppose the corollary of Watchman Nee's quote might be "The Lord never asks us to do anything we (that's him & us) can't do (that's with a permanent life that is richer & bigger than this small biological life - that, like our baby-teeth, was meant to fall out in order for the permanent to break through)."

So, in the words of Ransom, in "Out of the Silent Planet" (by C.S. Lewis):
"In the name of the Father, the Son, & the Holy Spirit,
Geronimo!"



2014-02-01

It just ain’t happening ... (Part 6 - of 12) ...

It just ain’t happening ... (Part 6 - of 12) ... faithfulness, wisdom, & prayer...when the miracles don’t come. Mark ch9v14-29 (to open in a new window, hold control down as you click the link)

It gets even more interesting when we read Matthew's account of the same pericope. Matthew records Jesus answering the same question (from the disciples) “Why couldn't we drive it out?”, by saying “Because you have so little faithfulness. Truly I tell you, if you have faithfulness as[1] a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you”(Matthew 17:14-21[2]) At first this sounds quite different, but they could very well be related if we take into account the following:
In Mark's story Jesus still makes quite a deal about pistos= faithfulness[3]: “everything is possible to the person who is faithful.” and he has already berated this generation's apistos= un-faithfulness. So it is not inconsistent with Matthew's version of Jesus' answer as to why it didn't “work”. It might be possible to hold our understandings of these two entities “faith(fulness)”, & “prayer” more broadly, & see if they might have an overlap in their meanings, or at least their outcomes.

 

Prayer (& Faithfulness):

It is possible to think of praying as a way of doing something that our culture may see as “wasting” time in God’s presence, letting his culture or world-view gain strength in our lives & become the dominant view; over against the one we imbibe with our mother’s milk & mother tongue, our whole “natural” human culture/ way-of-thinking, that Jesus made comment on to Peter as a satanic tool (Mark 8:33). In fact Jeremiah (in the scriptures Jesus lived from) mentions God’s comments regarding the “false-prophets” of his time: “But which of them has stood in the council of the Lord  to see or to hear his word?     Who has listened and heard his word?.. But if they had stood in my council, they would have proclaimed my words to my people and would have turned them from their evil ways  and from their evil deeds”(Jeremiah 23:18; 21-22). This kind of “standing in God’s council”, this hanging around to look, listen & learn, to pick up any crumbs that come your way; not simply with a list of petitions, but in order to better be able to see what God is doing, have his view on things, catch his style, attend to his call of our name (as with Abraham[4], Jacob[5], Moses[6], Samuel[7], & David[8]), to simply do what he tells you as loyal (farming) people of God who entered the land God gave them[9], even to be allowed to jump in as a collaborator, - to do an Isaiah[10] in response to God’s wondering out loud “Who will I send?”, with “Here I am, send me on that mission”, or like Caleb[11] before him who volunteered to do what he could do to clearly work with God’s purposes. This kind of prayer is as much looking, listening, discussing, deciding, even sometimes rehearsing, complaining or strategizing, as petitioning. It all rests on a “friendship with” or “trust in” or “faithful response to” this faithful God. It might best be thought of as “living in God’s presence” with times to re-tune the intimacies appropriate for such a relationship. Because of the personal nature of ourselves & God (in whose image we are made), it may mean mentioning to this faithful God the others whom we have bonds with, or acting for them through the means we have available to us. Enoch[12] walking with God, for three hundred years, & Job[13] praying/sacrificing for his children daily, come to mind as ancient models of this broader kind of pious prayer, recorded in the bible of the First Century (CE) people of God.
Mark’s story/plot seems sparser, more immediate & moving than Matthew’s, or Luke’s. He seems to be baiting, and trying to raise questions, rather than simply give answers. This may be as a result of Mark being a written record of an oral telling of these stories. Stories told in such a way as to catch people’s interest & attention & discipleship, by means of further discussion & discovery, questions & answers. This story is told in such a way as to rouse people to think and ask, as well as giving them stories that will illustrate God’s rule & continue to divulge answers on interrogation.
What we can glean from Mark’s rendition about the mountain-top experience pericope (immediately before our story about the disciples’ powerlessness to expel a tricky unclean spirit), is that Peter’s recognition of something wonderful happening, affected him, in the state he was then in, not to increase a humble, active (or even passive) listening; but had the effect of goading him to spruke, & to an instinctive activism: “Lord, let us make structures..” His response is certainly to join in with, even to celebrate, or to contain, prolong or manufacture, & to be involved with God’s work: “..Let us make..” [14]. How broad the “us” is in Peter’s mind I’m not sure, but God the father is the one who steps in over Peter’s blustering activism & says (to whom ? - Peter), “Your job is to - listen”, and “its not that Jesus is “up there” with Moses & Elijah, its more like they are lucky to be talking with him!” - “This is my son, whom I love. Listen to him!” Maybe this kind of prayer is really more like “standing in God’s council”, maybe it is more like listening than talking. Maybe Peter’s job was to listen to God’s Messiah, back a week ago, when he heard that new model of a Messiah who was a servant, who would “suffer much, be rejected, mocked, & killed, & even then would only rise after 3 days”. Peter’s speaking & activism was going to stop him really understanding, make him powerless, ineffective, & get him going in exactly the wrong direction. It will leave him being addressed as an enemy, “Satan”. Like the Hebrew farmers who were told what to do in God’s presence in the sanctuary when they were blessed with abundance[15], in this instance God has clearly spelled out to the disciples of Jesus (through Peter, the lead disciple) their task of worship in God’s presence. How does listening to Jesus equal prayer? Maybe we need to change our ideas of what prayer is (remember the story Luke later includes along these lines about Mary & Martha[16]). Of course, though Mark doesn’t mention any sleeping on behalf of the disciples, he does in this passage clearly show a lack of listening. From common human experience, it is more common for people to watch, listen, look & learn while you are awake, than when you are asleep, but Mark doesn’t even include this secondary bit - the falling asleep instead of praying bit - he may be including this lack of listening deeply to Jesus, as the prime way of indicating a lack of prayer.


[1] literally “as” (though of course a Mustard seed is a small seed, the most important thing about it is not its smallness, but its ….-ness) see these translations of Matt 17:20, which allow for the deeper meaning to still break out of this analogy of faith being as a mustard seed. For more on this, see blog here.
[2] Note that the oldest manuscripts don’t have vs 21. It appears to have been added to help make sense of what appeared to be a discrepancy between Matthew & Mark. As we see, there need not be a discrepancy at all.
[3] As footnoted above, the Greek text uses pistos and its derivatives, which can be variously translated as “faith” “belief”, or “faithfulness”, but when used within the Hebrew mindset it seems to often have more of a feel akin to the English term “faithfulness” in relationship, or “trusting a friend” or  “taking someone at their word”, rather than simply the Greek propositional “belief” in an idea, or the existence of an ideal (cf James 2:19; 4:4-6; 5:13-18).
[14] ποιήσωμεν= Let us make  .. humanity in our own image”- (LXX) Gen 1:26 ; “... 3 tabernacles..” - Mk 9:5

 

2014-01-30

It just ain’t happening ... (Part 5 - of 12) ...

It just ain’t happening ... (Part 5 - of 12) ... faithfulness, wisdom, & prayer...when the miracles don’t come. Mark ch9v14-29 (to open in a new window, hold control down as you click the link)

The Plot & Narrative Context:

The more immediate back-story here (Mk 8:27-9:32) seems to involve Jesus trying to break the strong (Imperial) cultural understanding that "Leadership = ruling with power”. Jesus has kept this attack on cherished values & understandings until the appropriate time. It is only after Peter announces that he thinks Jesus is God’s Messiah that Jesus attacks this presupposition & attempts to bring to Peter & the other disciples the idea that God’s ultimate leader (the Messiah) was going to lead the WAY in suffering service of those under his charge. Peter doesn’t listen to Jesus, instead he listens to his cultural mores & presuppositions. Jesus responds strongly to Peter’s unbelieving response, with the effect of “breaking down that strong-hold”, then calls all his disciples together to make sure they understand he is outlining the antithetical paradigm of his kingdom. A very different “rejected, suffering, dying, rising”  - Messianic way. He spells this out as the same WAY for all his disciples, and he goes on to say ... “I tell you, there are some here who will not die until they have seen the Kingdom of God come with power.”[1]  Then Mark continues, that (within a week) “six days later Jesus took with him Peter, James, and John, and led them up a high mountain, where they were alone...” (Mark9:2); & Matthew’s story (Matt 16:13-17:23) says almost the same at this point, word for word[2]. A number of times it happens that Matthew or Luke, explain a conundrum Mark has maintained in his written rendition of this spoken gospel. In this case Luke’s rendition (Lk 9:18-9:45) has essentially the same words but with one small omission[3] & one small and for our purposes very interesting variation: instead of saying “where they were alone”, as Mark & Matthew do, Luke says they went up a mountain/hill “to pray”. Then he explains (what is in italics) further that it was “While he was praying, his face changed its appearance, and his clothes became dazzling white…. 32 Peter and his companions were sound asleep, but they woke up and saw Jesus' glory and the two men who were standing with him.”
Luke tells us also, that Peter, James & John fell asleep. Sounds familiar? - to an incident that Mark does record later (Mk 14:26,32-42), where Jesus repeatedly prays on, & the same three repeatedly sleep on … There is only so much room in a manuscript (& nowadays Assignment tasks have word-limits, lounge-room meetings don’t have unlimited time)...
Was Mark wanting to entice people to see that if his disciples went up a high mountain alone with Jesus, of course they’d (well, he’d) be praying. Maybe he wanted them to think about, & … (as Peter used to come to Jesus after his stories) come and ask him later, something like: … “What does Jesus think about prayer?”, “When did Jesus pray?” or “How did Jesus pray?”[4].
As for the two men with him, Moses & Elijah.. remember that it was Moses who went up a mountain/hill next to a battlefield [Exodus 17:8-16] to hold up the rod of God (a gesture that may be seen as indicative to the Jewish mind-set of “prayer”) - with the help of Hur & Aaron, while Joshua was leading the people of God to victory in a fight against the Amalekites. Although prayer is not even mentioned in this story, it is similarly hinted at by the lifting of hands unto God in the heavens. Their “prayer” may seem irrelevant & unrelated, but this OT story is told in such a way that we come to see that somehow it enabled the battle to be won (or not) by the people of God, it was actually the power-house[5]. And now, here’s Jesus up a mountain along with that same  Moses. We don’t get from Mark’s account that they were praying (unless we follow our curiosity & ask, & recall from the story already, & look ...in Luke, or unless we were to understand that little phrase “to be alone” as a euphemism related to prayer: “alone”, “in private”, or “away from people” (which is consistent with other teaching Jesus gave on prayer [Matt6:5-7] - to go away alone to pray). Elijah[6], also models both “all alone” prayer, and models a “pray and not give up” kind of prayer in a difficult situation that looks like failure, when things have gone wrong. He was probably followed by his disciple Elisha[7], & this may have been in the mind of Jesus later in the garden, Peter[8] in Judea, & the apostle Paul regarding his “thorn in the flesh”[9]. And it may have been another clue for the disciples (later on) as they considered the way forward through the difficulties involved in a life of following Jesus[10]. Luke also tells us he was discussing with Moses & Elijah “his exodus”..
Is Mark baiting/ hiding/ covering? I think he is. As one who wraps a present for someone they love, not because they don’t want them to ever see it, or remember it as a present from someone who loved them, but because they want to heighten their enjoyment & make it more memorable. In Jesus’ words (as recorded by Mark): “Whatever is hidden is meant to be revealed, whatever is covered up is meant to be brought out into the open”[11].



It gets even more interesting when we read Matthew's account of the same pericope. ...[to be continued (t.b.c.)]..


 


[1] “with power” - - a power directed not against God’s own children, but against God’s own enemy cf. Paul's admonition which, as I see it, could also well be made in the light of this (and other) pericope:Finally, build up your strength in union with the Lord and by means of his mighty power. Put on all the armor that God gives you, so that you will be able to stand up against the Devil's evil tricks. .. Do all this in prayer, asking for God's help. Pray on every occasion, as the Spirit leads. For this reason keep alert and never give up; pray always for all God's people.” (Eph6:10-20)
[2]except that Matthew renders Mark’s words “Kingdom of God come with power” as “Son of Man come as King”, as it appears to me, explaining the more obscure, “salty”, or baiting words of Mark.
[3]Luke says  “I assure you that there are some here who will not die until they have seen the Kingdom of God.” thus omitting the words “come with power” that Mark uses.
[4] Once we see this, we see that after this story Mark again raises the issue of prayer throughout his gospel story not just once, but repeatedly: e.g. Mark 11:22-26; 12:38-40; 13:18-20, 28-33, 35-37; 14:26,32-42, and it is often related to faith/ faithfulness. See also Appendix 1.
[5] Interestingly, this story in Exodus ends with a special comment from God for Moses to pass a reminder of this battle on to Joshua (which was actually Jesus' name), vs. 14, that God will certainly destroy the Amalekites (“Nur Masalha, Elliot Horowitz and Josef Stern suggest that Amalekites have come to represent an "eternally irreconcilable enemy" that wants to destroy [God's people]”.[12])